Inviting Peace
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 Posted by Debbie Legg
|
Tweet |
|
|
Pin It |
Toward
the end of 1999 my husband and I found ourselves in an unthinkable situation. While living in our first house in Fairfield,
we bought a house on the other side of town.
We soon realized we needed to add on to the new house, in addition to the
remodel we had already planned. Then, on
a Thursday in late November, my husband decided he was going to quit his secure
9-5 job to join his dad in the much more risky farming operation. Did I
mention we still owned our first house, and would for another five months?
Two
houses + one addition and remodel + no guarantee of any income for the first
year = one enormous panic situation for me.
As far as I was concerned, this read like the first chapter of “How to
Declare Bankruptcy in Two Months or Less.”
I
told my husband to not turn in his resignation until Monday. “I” was going to pray about it. I
begged, “Lord, if this is what You want, You are going to have to give me Your
peace, because right now I am so panicked I can’t see straight.”
I
wrestled with God and myself quite a bit that weekend, but by Monday I had peace,
the one “which transcends all
understanding.” (Philippians 4:7) Common
Sense says I should not have had any peace.
It’s a good thing God’s ways are higher than Common Sense.
I had that Peace because I asked
for it, and God gave it. “You
do not have because you do not ask of God.”
(James 4:2)
The Peace was a gift, but it was mine to accept or reject. I could have continued to panic and doubt
(and some days I did), but when I (again) asked for His peace, He gave it.
What
do you need peace about in your life? Maybe if you ask The Savior, born in Bethlehem into a world nearly void of peace, He will give it to you.
Debbie Legg is your server today! Find out more about her here and don't forget to sign up for updates by email or RSS before you go.