Depression Detonator
“My soul is weary with sorrow;
strengthen me according to your word.” Psalm 119: 28
It’s
not a matter of if we deal with depression. We all will and do at some point in
our lives. I remember the “Ok, I get it” moment God spoke to me. It was a
couple months after my daughter passed away. I finally got up the nerve to
enter her room, then to actually sit in the rocking chair—our rocking
chair—that encapsulated our short “mother/ daughter” time together. It didn’t
take long for the D word to begin to
pull me down. Tears soaked my blouse; groans bellowed up from beyond the pit of
my stomach. The “why, Lord, just tell me why”
began, again. That’s when the loving wisdom of my Father freed me.
“Lezlie,
depression is no more than an emotion, and I created all emotions. It’s not
about feeling depressed. It’s about
what you are going to DO when you get depressed. You have two choices here.
Continue to wallow and sink deeper into the abyss of self-pity, or GET UP and
say good-bye.”
That
tough love lesson rang true once again June 2013. Death didn’t knock, no, that
sting was gone. This time it was drugs, but not for the first time. Drugs had
already stolen years from one of my sons (but only for a decade!) Now drugs
came again, no, not just again, but back. Back to haunt yet another of my
sons—for the second time in his life.
“That’s
it God, I already did this, I can’t do it again.”
“I
know you can’t. Let me.”(And when my son cried out, God answered him, again!)
My
depression lasted longer this time, but it didn’t defeat me. God’s word is living,
true, and freeing. It is “new every morning.” It is the detonator needed to bust through, apart, and thoroughly destroy
anything that tries to rob us from the joy
of the knowledge of eternity.
“In my anguish I cried to the LORD and he answered by setting me free.” (Psalm 118:5)
Do you want freedom from depression? Open the pages of the one book that has lasted the longest throughout history. Allow His words to detonate the lies of the destroyer as He restores your soul with truth.
“In my anguish I cried to the LORD and he answered by setting me free.” (Psalm 118:5)
Do you want freedom from depression? Open the pages of the one book that has lasted the longest throughout history. Allow His words to detonate the lies of the destroyer as He restores your soul with truth.

Thursday, January 23, 2014
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Fly Free
My daughter and I join the task of Monarch butterfly conservation every summer. We eagerly await the arrival of our first egg laying female and quickly harvest her eggs off our milkweed patch to protect them from predators. We then house the hungry
caterpillars, feed, clean their cages daily, take notations on their progress an
number the butterfly releases. It's a big job! The most exciting time for us is during the Fall when the yellow, orange and red
leaves of trees collide with a brilliant blue backdrop of the sky. The change of
season means that all our emerging Monarch butterflies, with their own brilliant
display of Fall colors, will be making their long journey to the overwintering grounds in Mexico. Last week we had three butterflies emerge right before a cold front blew through.
Not only did we have to keep them sheltered from heavy rain and high winds but also had to prepare a daily mix of honey water to keep them fed and hydrated. We
kept a close eye on the weather to wait for an opportunity to release. Today was the day! We were thrilled to see those butterflies take flight. We had
put so much time and effort in caring for them yet we knew they were meant for so
much more. They were created to fly free! And so it is with us. We can become entrapped and enslaved to sin, prisoners in chains that keep us from being the person God created us to be. We may feel comfortable in our current situation but like our Monarch butterflies, unless we
are set free eventually it is a death sentence. Paul wrote "We know that our old
life died with Christ on the cross so that our sinful selves would have no power
over us and we would not be slaves to sin" Rom 6:6 (NCV) Reap the gift of freedom through repentance. Jesus can break the power of sin in
our lives. Creator God is ready to cheer on our flight. Let's drop these chains and like the Monarch, fly free!

Tuesday, October 15, 2013
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Unlocked
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This week, your DFF servers will be standing with you in front of those doors, picking locks, jiggling door knobs and helping you look for missing keys. Get ready to see those doors fling open as we lend our faith, send our prayers and share our thoughts on living life unlocked.

Saturday, April 14, 2012
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Promises
Freedom
My family and I were watching one of those shows where they nurse an animal to health and then release it back into the wild. As we watched, the animal hesitated the moment they let it go, as if it wasn't quite sure it was really free.This is a perfect picture of how some Christians act, even though Jesus has purchased our freedom on the cross. John 8:36 says "So if the Son sets you free, you are free indeed." It's a promise from God that if you'll receive His freedom, it's there for the taking!
However, you have to "walk" in that freedom, just like the animal released back into the wild had to walk away and go back to where it belonged.
Jesus set us free from sin, the curse of the law, condemnation, and a life of striving. If we're still in bondage in any area, it's not because freedom isn't available, it's because we haven't allowed God to be the Lord of that particular part of our lives.

Wednesday, October 05, 2011
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